
Today was a good day I think, I went up to Prescott Arizona and played in the snow. But when I was down at the creek a light blue/baby blue orb/light circling a rock in the middle of it. So I jumped over on to the Rock and it started to circle me faster and faster then it flew across the creek to another rock, for some reason I believe it was my sons spirit trying to play with me.
Here's a photo of me and SO out in the snow today
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

so I woke up to this! call me crazy but I missed the snow ❄⛄❄❤
on the 6th October I did 2 test with 2 lines , 3rd test was clear blue digital and was positive 2-3 weeks I was waiting for a month for a midwife appointment.. so yesterday I started bleeding went today for a scan and they go to me no sac .. but can see a cyst or a sac outside the womb so therefore she did another test there and it was negative .. she said if it was positive it would have been ectopic pregnancy but because it was negative she said it's miscarriage.
Has anyone else been through...
I bought my daughter a blue snow suit because it was adorable and some lady came up to me and goes awe are you having a little boy and I said no I’m having a girl and she goes oh well that’s for a boy girls don’t wear blue!! And I just walked away she got me so angry. It was so rude and so uncalled for. It’s a snow suit who cares what color it is 😪🤷🏼♀️

So I put this on Facebook today for Father's Day and two people have messaged me asking if I was pregnant! ?