it's unreal tomorrow i will be induced to have my little one. I'm nervous and scared shitless…

it's unreal tomorrow i will be induced to have my little one. I'm nervous and scared shitless because I'm high risk for anuerism (i have iih) and could bleed out (have itp as well). plus I'm ftm so I have no idea how anything is going to do. I'm a planner and hate the not knowing what it's like. :(