tired and dreading being left alone with a three year old all day tomorrow while everyone else gets…

tired and dreading being left alone with a three year old all day tomorrow while everyone else gets to have fun and get a break. I haven't had a day to rest in weeks. I'm getting so depressed and antsy... it'd be one thing if they we're doing something important, or acted like they cared for how I feel. or (and I know this is horrible) if she was actually my kid or they even tried to get her to see me as anything important... I want a break too for once. not this continued push for me to continue constantly. sorry, I had to talk to someone