Sad to say this, but all I have is my best friend and fiance . Ever since I've been pregnant my…

Sad to say this, but all I have is my best friend and fiance . Ever since I've been pregnant my family had cut me off completely and so has his. So even if I were to throw a baby shower no one would show . That's the truth for Christmas I sat at the house while my fiance went to see his son for a bit, same thing for new years and my birthday . no one called me or anything it makes me super depressed not to mention my anxiety on top of everything I have no idea what I'm doing half the time and no one to guide me through it . I just hope my baby is okay my man lost his a while back and has been looking for jobs ever since and can't seem to find anything here in pensacola . I feel like I'm failing at being a good mom :'( my best friend hangs out with me almost every single day but she has no idea what to do either . I think I'm going through it but every time I think that my baby kicks and moves letting me know its gonna be okay all our real family the ones that actually want us involved live in another state . Were struggling HARD ! I have been trying to find rides to the doctor and no one will pull through as if they don't care that im really trying hard ! I'm literally six months pregnant and have only seen the doctor once so before anyone decides to criticize me on how much a "bad" mother I am make sure you know the story ! my medicaid screwed me up for the longest and it took till I was maybe four months pregnant to get it fixed and now that I've tried scheduling a doctors appointment online they say they'll send me a email confirmation or call me within the next 72 hours its been passed three days and I call up there yesterday and she said she would have someone call me and have I got a phone call ? no ! I'm so sick and tired of putting in the effort and no one to help me out cause I'm a first time mom and have no clue what to do ! I've done everything I could do . pregnancy really shows who is there and who is not there for you . and now my grandma is telling me if I don't see a doctor soon I could be charged with child endangerment is this true ? Please tell me this isn't true cause I really am trying :'(