I can't enjoy my childhood. I have to work and pay bills and then try and get te stuff for my baby.…

I can't enjoy my childhood. I have to work and pay bills and then try and get te stuff for my baby. I always help my mom and her "bf" out when they say they don't have money just to come home and find alcohol in the fridge. When I need help they tell me they have no money and then they go out to eat get drunk. For Christmas my mom didn't get us anything but one thing which was okay and she spent 400 dollars on this guy who treats her like crap. I'm never home due I the arguments. I feel miserable here and I'm always put down. I got grounded because the kitchen was cleaned the dish washer was stopped up and every time we ran it the sink would spit out food. So we were screwed. Also got grounded for eating after 7. I'm pregnant and I get hungry at night very hungry cause during the day I throw up what I eat