So ladies.. I'm planning my own baby shower. Of course, ideally you don't think that will be the…

So ladies.. I'm planning my own baby shower. Of course, ideally you don't think that will be the situation but I've accepted it since I have no one close in my life that has offered. Well, my pregnancy buddy just recently decided she's not having one and talking to her of mine makes me feel guilty. I can tell it bothers her especially when she talks about the situation. I want to help but I know it's too much for me to take on with us being 6 weeks apart and having my own son and family to focus on right now. It just sucks I feel horrible even though it's something I shouldn't take on especially since no one takes it on for me. 😕😔