y do I miss him n I know he's wrong and no good for me anymore I'm jus disgusted with him...maybe…

y do I miss him n I know he's wrong and no good for me anymore I'm jus disgusted with him...maybe its jus that its been four years one miscarriage n now I'm pregnant alone while he's out there doing him...this sucks I look to God n my son for peace but its still so hard...I thank all u ladies for the support I swear I love talking to u all I don't feel so alone...I miss my grandmother its only been three months since her death its jus so much on my mind at times y'all...