Tonight is going to be the first time I have slept by myself since before March. Not sure how I feel…

Tonight is going to be the first time I have slept by myself since before March. Not sure how I feel about this but little man is way too active to sleep with mama now. almost rolled of the bed multiple times last night. So far he has napped in his pack n play and right now is passed out in it. I hope he keeps it up. Sissy is here in 45 short days and can't have them both cosleeping, just too much