well. just spent the last 20 minutes sobbing because someone asked me about my miscarriage. i mean…
well. just spent the last 20 minutes sobbing because someone asked me about my miscarriage. i mean im still REALLY upset about it, but the only part that makes me mad is my bf and i broke up at the time and when i saw all the blood and called him crying asking to take me to the hospital he was already drunk. it was 11:45 in the morning when i called... then the next day (the fourth of july) i asked him to come over and let me talk about it and he went out with some girl.
course im an idiot and got back together and am now pregnant with his third child, which dont get me wrong, it was planned its just that sometimes hes SUCH a douche when it comes to me and the kids...
Jordan·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
Don't call yourself an idiot! You did what you did likely because you still have feelings for him. You cannot help your feelings! I really hope things work out for you! Feel free to message me if you need someone to listen to you vent!
samantha·
Мама дочки (1 год), беременна (19 нед.)
@littlepeanut91, weve been "together" three years as of next month. we dont count the month we broke up at all because we consider it an emotional break which is okay i guess. im just mad because I seriously plan on marrying him. but my family doesnt like him because he doesnt help with the kids, but he also works like 12 hours a day five days a week so i dont ask him to do much. weve talked about it lately and I think things are looking up but sometes he gets on my nerves real good and im like nope not gonna do this.
But at the end of the day im like get back here and love me. haha
Jordan·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
@sophiasmum, Well, lucky for you it is your choice and not your families! And I have been married for 5 1/2 years and my husband can be a serious douche so I can 100% understand lol I get so mad, but 5 minutes later he's back to the love of my life that I got with 9 years ago! It's amazing how that works. We as woman have crazy feelings that we cannot control. Especially pregnant lol
samantha·
Мама дочки (1 год), беременна (19 нед.)
@littlepeanut91, i kniw right. one minute were besties and hes making me weird midnighr snacks and the next im pissed because he sidnt being the baby bottle in too even though i didn't ask him to or bother to tell him it was in the other room. woops. he delt with me through my other pregnancies but im sooo much worse this time and i have no idea why.
Jordan·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
@sophiasmum, Which pregnancy is this? This is my 3rd and I am so much moodier this time lol I don't want to do anything and get sooooooo cranky when he asks me to do anything lmao I feel bad for him :p I am not super bad. But I'm terrible compared to the last two haha
samantha·
Мама дочки (1 год), беременна (19 нед.)
@littlepeanut91, ythis is my third pregnancy, but i lost the second just before nine weeks