Just feeling emotional and irritated today. When things are out of your control it makes me anxious…

Just feeling emotional and irritated today. When things are out of your control it makes me anxious and I'm trying to rest and not stress my self out. I feel let down by my SO and I don't know what to do 😔I just wanna have a good experience with having the baby in the next two weeks because it's his first and it's suppose to be special. I'm just disappointed in him and feeling the pressure of having soon to be three children. Hate this feeling.