Had my baby shower today,first I've ever held or attended, felt pretty weird honestly but it was really good to see everyone again, definitely wish some things were different but no regrets, and got assistance with a lot of baby gear I needed help getting, plus support, so feeling good so far,the father screwed up again and is on my last straw with him, really confused on all of it...he keeps saying sorry so many times for all the mistakes he ever makes that I'm tired of sorry :(