So I know I've said this a few times but my anxiety is just getting to me... At my last appointment…

So I know I've said this a few times but my anxiety is just getting to me... At my last appointment my doctor said I wasn't dilating yet and that was Thursday when I was 37 weeks and I'm 38 weeks now. I feel like I should be starting to and now I'm getting worried that I'll go over my due date and I really don't want to... This stage of pregnancy is kicking my ass and I just want my body back and have my son in my arms... Any other ftms experience this and still have their baby on time or before?