super grateful for my doctor and modern medicine that blessed me with my beautiful baby girl. if it was the 1800s we probably both would have died. I was induce because of my blood pressure and her low aminotic fluid. then I was in labor for 45 hours. dialated to an 8.5 and tried pushing. she got stuck and I had to have a rush c section. my doctor came to me in the recovery room to check on me and told me I can never have a natural birth my pelvis is too small. thanks to modern medicine and God have a perfectly healthy baby that I can just stare at forever and think how lucky and blessed I am. I regret not being able to have her naturaly however she is here with me in my arms and my heart overflows with love and joy.