super grateful for my doctor and modern medicine that blessed me with my beautiful baby girl. if it…

super grateful for my doctor and modern medicine that blessed me with my beautiful baby girl. if it was the 1800s we probably both would have died. I was induce because of my blood pressure and her low aminotic fluid. then I was in labor for 45 hours. dialated to an 8.5 and tried pushing. she got stuck and I had to have a rush c section. my doctor came to me in the recovery room to check on me and told me I can never have a natural birth my pelvis is too small. thanks to modern medicine and God have a perfectly healthy baby that I can just stare at forever and think how lucky and blessed I am. I regret not being able to have her naturaly however she is here with me in my arms and my heart overflows with love and joy.