ok so I have a question since my daughter died and I'm just now starting to accept that she's gone and I have a 3 almost 4 month old son I really want my daughter back but I know it's not possible and I really want a daughter but it's too soon to have another baby and the chances to have a daughter are 50/50 plus I'd like a little girl between 2 and 4 so I'd like to adopt but I'm afraid that it can't be approved am I crazy bc I want this so badly am I crazy bc I know this would complete me and make me happy again? iv never wanted anything as much as I do this except wanting my daughter back am I crazy bc I want this?