its horrible. thanks to God I overcame with his help.

also no will or desire to do anything or go outside or socialize

i had postpartum and its a horrible thing to go threw. basically its extreme depression /anxiety for no logical reason after birth. you gets lots of unwanted intense thoughts and negative feelings like suicidal and hopelessness and hurting yourself. uncontrollable reactions and emotions

I had it after my miscarriage 6 and a half years ago. cried all the time. I tore everything apart. destroyed the only ultrasound picture I had. didn't wanna see anyone or go anywhere. after I started getting better I regretted a lot of it especially the picture. I felt like the worst person in the world. I'm kind of nervous about after I have this baby because that just turned into regular depression and high anxiety and I've been struggling with it since but have been feeling and doing much better since I started seeing a counselor and got on some meds. sorry I know that's long lol

I just feel like crying a lot.

Suicide thoughts crying all the time I'm not wanting to hold your baby

Not wanting to do anything, wanting to be away from your baby, crying A LOT, drinking and taking drugs a lot. Really low self esteem but don't care to do anything about it. Not wanting anyone to come over and see your kid