am i the only one who says "if there is a baby" when i talk about my future still. im 8 weeks…

am i the only one who says "if there is a baby" when i talk about my future still. im 8 weeks tomorrow and im hoping my appointment goes well so i can be postive when i tell my fiance this time the baby is going to be okay. he goes on the road monday for his new job and i want him reassured before he leaves. prayers in the air.