I feel so heartbroken... I have been a stay at home mom since my baby was born. Now though, I don't…

I feel so heartbroken... I have been a stay at home mom since my baby was born. Now though, I don't think that's an option. Our bills are getting larger and larger, my baby is eating more and more and it's just obvious that I need to work. I hope to get a night shift job on the weekend. Fingers crossed I will get it.