So I'm having a big jealous moment here and I have to rant.... so. I was supposed to start college…

So I'm having a big jealous moment here and I have to rant.... so. I was supposed to start college and that completely fell through... anyways a friend of mine went through alllllllll kinds of drama with her husband and ended up leaving him for some college kid my age.. fast forward a few months and she now lives with him with her 2 girls and she texts me the other day bragging about how she is starting the college I was supposed to go to and how her life is sooooooo much better now. of course I'm happy for her, but jealous because she got to go to the college I wanted to go to. now I get a text from her saying that yay she can have another baby and yada yada.. which again is great because she didn't think she could have anymore.. I would be completely happy for her if she wasnt trying RIGHT NOW. No this is my turn for my happinesS.. I feel like she's taking away from me.. :( ugh..