My little baby boy.. Born Christmas Eve. I was in labor for 27 hours and pushed for 2 hours. I hemorrhaged EXTREMELY badly and tore my cervix extremely badly as well. I was almost sent to the OR but a specialist came within seconds and basically operated on me right after giving birth with no medication which was beyond painful. I screamed and cried and begged him to stop. My fiancé and dad were there by my side the entire time scared out of their mind. I went into shock and blacked out many times. The doctor told me after that I'm lucky to be alive and if I had a home birth instead, there would have been absolutely no chance of me surviving. I had to get a blood transfusion almost immediately, It was a very traumatic and terrifying experience.. But I am more than grateful that my little man is okay. He's my entire world. I can't wait until I get to take him home so we can truly start our lives together. 💙 I love you Jackson Anthony, you were worth every second of excruciating pain