I'm fucking crying because my gf won't come with me to the holiday party that our apartments is…

I'm fucking crying because my gf won't come with me to the holiday party that our apartments is throwing. we never do anything and its our anniversary today too so I figured hell we can go to this and just be outside for a little bit but nope. instead let's just be on our phones sitting on the couch ignoring each other like any other day. I feel so fucking alone. told her I was tired and just wanted to sleep. ;(((((