so I came back to school September 28th from maternity leave right I ha e this friend that likes to…

so I came back to school September 28th from maternity leave right I ha e this friend that likes to help me because I'm a little slower at colors now sense I took a 5 month break right and I have to get back in to the swing of things the thing is I'm not slow at applying I just like to get a even color with either decolorizing or color I don't like my clients walking out spotted or blotchy uneven color and every time she helps me she says I need to move faster or I'm slow I need to move faster mind you when I do color I get 20 dollar tips she gets 5 not to be mean but I feel she puts me down it makes me feel like I won't be good in this field if I don't do a sloppy application....idk and I also like to distribute my color evenly so I don't have to use extra color so they don't have to be charged for more yes I know with you have to move quicker with decolorizing but the teachers aren't complaning....ugh there she goes again you need to move faster your slow you use to much color uh no that's you you put big globs to pull it through bigger sections what works for you works for you what works for me works for me oh now I don't clean my bowls at the color bat that's a lie I'm the main person who never leaves a dirty bowl ever smh friend or not,hope she enjoys the present I went broke for her ,she got me some nice thing but I spent a little to much after see the comparison. ... just keep pushing and ignore the negative