I wish! I want so bad to get fit but I just can't find the push I n me going to school full time…

I wish! I want so bad to get fit but I just can't find the push I n me going to school full time always having my baby at my boo I'd give him to his dad to watch while I work out but he won't take any kind of bottle we tried all brands and I'm not wasting anymore money on more,I just need the drive the push to get there and push through the pain of working out I want to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see everyday and with breastfeeding you need more calories in your diet,starting off by eating healthy drinking about two 32 ounce water bottles a day I notice when I was fit water was the major key to weight loss I cut out soda and limit juice to only breakfast time.i will get there lol my school is doing a dessert exchange and I was going to do it but now I'm not a fit body is better