so ugh.. serious confession moment. You will judge me but I need to let it go. I've been trying to…
so ugh.. serious confession moment.
You will judge me but I need to let it go.
I've been trying to find a way to explain myself, I guess.
Long story short, I almost lost my life in the beginning of the year, not self, drug, or alcohol induced. I developed a horrible drinking problem last October.
I reunited with a high school friend, my now fiance, and slowed down.
I quit completely weeks before I got pregnant. The problems I'm going through is making me want to drink. I keep thinking about the crown in the cabinet.. I won't. I've never even been drunk around my kids, nor had any alcohol during any pregnancy, but I'm really fighting it right now.
I don't know how to cope.. Someone help me cope. I feel so selfish.
Amy·
В ожидании первенца
Definitely try to find something to keep away from that craving. You are strong and will get through this! If you need to vent private message me, I'm all ears :)
Deborah lamar·
Мама троих детей
you are not judged try taking lonnng walks watching sum comedy exercising stress relievers I've been there it will get better sweet heart I'm sending prayers
jamielynn07·
Мама подростка, беременна (20 нед.)
go do something you really enjoy that doesn't involve drinking. have a night to yourself to relax and have fun
Andrea·
В ожидании первенца
pray pray pray God is the way..
Teresa·
Keep venting as much as you need and think about getting rid of the Crown temptation sitting in the cabinet with easy access. Sometimes we make mistakes out of convenience. The harder it is to access .. the more willpower you may have. Prayers🙏🏼
pattalee·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (29 нед.)
have your fiance hide it so that it doesn't tempt you and do something to keep your mind busy
Kristina·
Мама сына-младенца
You could talk to a professional and keep alcohol out of the house. Good luck Hun.
Amanda·
Мама двоих (1 год, 4 года), ждёт третьего
@preggerstone, @arijane316 @mommy_thatgirl @molshito @jamielynn07 @mrshutchison1 @billyllianna @themrsyepes
Thank you, ladies. I'm fine. No alcohol. I played in the kids room with my boys and drank A LOT of water.
I will continue to be fine, there will never be a time I actually pick that bottle up, especially pregnant. I am much stronger than that but the thought it very scary and wanted to let someone know. Thank you for all the support.
pattalee·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (29 нед.)
of course mama. at least you found something to get your mind off of it