I don't think God would allow you to have your baby if you weren't meant to be a mom. Doesn't mean everyone that has a baby is a great mom but if you know you love your baby and you care deeply for your baby that you want what is best for him/her than you are doing an amazing job and your a great mom! Sometimes things don't go the way we want them to but that's ok. I wanted to breastfeed my baby but I also had a hard time producing enough milk and then I had to get my gall bladder taken out that Caused me so much pain and my milk dried up completely. I was so sad but my baby is being fed and she is healthy and that is what matters most. Your doing an amazing job☺️