I just wanna have a good Christmas and New Years me and my mama really don't get along I love her…

I just wanna have a good Christmas and New Years me and my mama really don't get along I love her but I have tried so much to build a relationship with her and I'm 24 years old and I'm tied my granny rasied me since day one my mama for some reason just can't love me but I've tried to do what I can for to love but all she do is cause trouble with the family every Christmas Holidays she come here she don't spend time with my kids and she always say that's why her and her husband coming but she always end up going to the boat to gamble then she talks down on me she hate the fact I been doing good since I was 18 I'm married my husband take good care of me and the kids and love us she's negative about everything I have help her so much and not have she said thank u no matter how bad I treat you always there she done told my identity messed my credit up I had to repair it she just so evil to me I just pray God can forgive me cause I don't wanna be around her this Christmas I'm pregnant and don't need the street cause I'm very. high risk I just wanna be happy with my kids and husband I hate it have to be that way but I can't take no more its been years and it won't get better I hate I can't spend the day with my granny just because she'll be over there and I don't won't no stress I just hope everyone have a bless and merry Christmas and Happy New Year's