have not slept at all discharged from hospital and I don't wanna leave my baby's side to sleep even when she does I can't see straight
I did the exact same thing when my baby was born. Even at the hospital I just could not sleep. It got to the point that I literally felt like I was loosing my mind. Finally I slept for like 9 hours and it was the best sleep of my life I do believe lol

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
I did that in the hospital after I had my daughter. Didn't really sleep for the 3 days I wasthere. Finally went to sleep new when I got home. I didn't hear her cry for several hours until my bf woke me up to feed her. I felt like I came off a really bad high.