i dont always look at my old photos, but when I do, I die a little inside and wonder how I thought…

i dont always look at my old photos, but when I do, I die a little inside and wonder how I thought being this tiny was even slightly attractive.... I even asked my SO last night how he thought I looked good like this... I just look SO unhealthy and I'm so glad ive gain 60 pounds this pregnancy... I don't wanna look like this again. 😷😷😷😷😷