@dreamermommy21396, I promise it's not as bad as it seems. I won't lie the first week was total hell for me but after that baby girl started eating more and now it's a breeze. If you can make it past the first week it gets easier. I delivered my daughter no pain meds or anything and if I can do that then I can Totally do this lol. Try it out
I had a family member that would only pump. She wanted to make sure she was giving her baby the best she could, but couldn't get over the thought of actually doing it. Maybe you could try something like that?
Completely understandable. I think if you were to give it a chance, you may see your body in a new, positive, beautiful way. Even if it doesn't happen immediately, I think you might be surprised. 💜