I wanna go out and socialize with people and watch the fight tonight at my sweeties co workers place ... but at the same time I rather jus stay home alone and not be around the drinking ... I really don't like it when he drinks and don't wanna be around it ... so im still deciding if I'm going to go with him or not .... think I'll sleep on it for a bit... tired with only 4-5 hrs sleep cause he woke me up