
stressing out a little bit :P
I'm 10 days away from my due date and could have the baby any day now. my house is not clean and i need to have a bug guy come and spray it and yesterday my car broke down :P
so I'm stuck at home all by myself with no food and no car while hubby is at work.



Wanted to share with my baby bump ladies !!! This was my ultrasound pictures at 7 weeks 4 days !! I'm 8 weeks 1 day today !! Have to turn pictures upside down to see baby.. I'm in love with my little one !!!! Due date january 26th, 2019.
Really need to vent rn... Im not the type of person that likes putting my personal business out but I really need somebody to talk to....
So here it goes 😒. Yesterday I bought my first car ever for a $1000 it needs minor work ( no biggie), but it drives amazing. And my s/o is going off on me because I bought a car wow he was at work. So he says "I'm rushing". But I'm at home with two mfn kids all day everyday and when I need something done I have to wait til his off day just to get things done...
I can’t wait to put my son forward facing in his car seat 👌🏼four more days
I gotta question could I be pregnant and have 2 1/2 day period because I think i got pregnant on Nov 26 and had implantation bleeding on Dec 11 because I'm usually on my period for at least 4 days but mostly 5 or 6 which my full period was Nov 11 for 5 days ?? but in dec only 2 1/2 days it's kinda confusing really im excited about my Dr visit feb19 to know for sure :)
This is too hard.....
The lost of my Ellie.
Being kicked out of my exes
Being a single mom to 2 kids
No job
No car
Soon to be homeless
Nobody to help me
Mental and physical health issues
I'm just ready to end it all. The pain is too much. I'm starting to have panic attacks everyday. Especially when my kids are sleeping or more so when I'm by myself.