how do you cope when all you can think about are the memories you wont have with your child...i held that child in my…

how do you cope when all you can think about are the memories you wont have with your child...i held that child in my womb i should have been able to keep him or her safe...i feel like its my fault because aince the pregnancy tests were negative i went through with the wisdom tooth extraction..what if that killed my angel?..yall domt have to comment or like i just needed to get it out.

yall have a blessed and warm night preggies.