so I just got into it with a guy over a cab , he got mad because he was saying he was there for an hour and I was there for 10 mins so he hopped in the cab so I'm like I am not about to argue over no cab me and my daughter will wait , I said if you want it so damn bad take it . so he start going off calling me names and saying he's a crip and he put in work in these streets I'm like wow I'm saying you going to threaten a pregnant woman lmao that's funny . talking about if my kids weren't here I slap you and that baby in your stomach and said go find your baby daddy . saying I'm 37 years old I'm like and you still gang banging? some career path you have . and he kept going I had to laugh . this was at Walmart . then before I even get to that part I was shopping for the baby (I know I'm not supposed to leave the house but I'm not about to wait on him to do shit for me because he hasn't yet and he told me he wasn't going to so I had no choice) I started to feel lightheaded and dizzy . So , I texted his friend and let him know where I was . just in case something was to happen to me and he end up calling me so I told him I wasn't feeling too good can he have someone to pick me up and he was like I will see what I could do , and that was dumb of me to do that and I'm an idiot then ask me where is my daughter I said she with me he's like well I don't hear her . I'm like really ? I call you for help and you criticize me? so he hung up in my face . I wouldn't have to come to Walmart and shop for the baby if you would have done this 9 months ago and not accusing me of sleeping around. so , as a mother I did what I had to do for my baby . even if it did put my health in danger . you don't care about me enough to do it. then I come to the house and he's gone and it smell like marijuana smoke . like really why would you smoke in the fucking house knowing a baby will be here in a few days . I'm just so over this man . I'm so over people period . people at Walmart are rude .
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I feel like all you girls on here hate me 😔 so I'm gonna delete this app ✌️