ugh why is it so hard for my husband to spend time with us on our family day??? went to take lilly…

ugh why is it so hard for my husband to spend time with us on our family day??? went to take lilly to get pictures with Santa and he walks way when we are in line then we go out to eat and he is on his phone we come home and he starts drinking and forget us. so pissed of why cant he see that all i want and it piss me off when he does that but god for bid i do that to him when he think of us doing something together.