so annoyed and depressed... been planning on Christmas events for today for weeks. Everyone else…

so annoyed and depressed... been planning on Christmas events for today for weeks. Everyone else agrees on going. find out they contacted others about any of it, so that already puts a damper on it. Than today arrives and all the sudden no one wants to do anything at all, and we suddenly have a bunch of other things we need to do during those times... Really, I didn't grow up with the Christmas times ever either, an abusive home does that. But I'm trying to change it. As usual, my thoughts don't count for much though