I feel like I care more about his feelings then he does mine starting to think we might not make it much longer he's in California I'm in Texas an this will be the longest time will ever be apart I won't be back in California till February an if this is already straining our relationship maybe we aren't really meant to be idk if its just my pregnancy hormones getting to me an making me doubt us I feel so lonely an sad I miss him so freaking much it hurts I hope we can get thru this 😞😞😞💔💔😞😞😞