Ladies I've been very depressed the past three days I don't feel excited for this pregnancy anymore I'm now afraid. It's gonna change everything and I'm so scared what if it's so stressful I'm not happy anymore I can't help but focus on negatives this isn't like me either idk if it's the hormones or what but I feel like I'm in this dark hole can't get myself out 😭anyone experience depression during first trimester?
when I first found out I was pregnant, I cried for 3 days straight. the day after I found out, I went to call and make a prenatal app, and I hung up the phone and just cried even more... I was in NO position to have a baby, I'm a high school drop out, who doesn't have a job, a car or a license, I didn't want to be with the father of my baby anymore we were going through some tough times.. I wanted to keep the baby, but adopt her.. then the more I talked about being pregnant with people, and Nick and I announced it to friends and family, the more excited I got. our roommates moved out, our relationship got better, I went to school and got my GED, I worked until the beginning of my third trimester and took maternity leave to prepare for the baby, I haven't gotten a car or license yet, but that is coming. I'm more excited about this baby than anything in the world!!! I went from being bitter about it, to being absolutely in love with the baby girl I'm growing in my belly. :) she's my blessing. without her, I'd still have no drive for a diploma, a job, I'd be back in Charleston SC with my parents at 21 living with them fighting daily about getting a job or going to school...
Thanks ladies it's just hard this is my first one and now I'm afraid of all the changes and how my body will change scares me 😭
Ya I just am not happy anymore about it nor excited like I was last week idk what happen it's like my mood totally switched from super excited to totally upset bout it I'm in a dark place 😢this isn't me either I'm a happy person but not lately
girl I wish I had advice but I was a hot mess first trimester my hormones were everywhere and I wasn't in a good environment all I can say is stay positive and focus on the little one 😊
Good job girl that's amazing 😀