So I'm sitting in my car at 5 am, all but gone to pieces over a freaking table. Literally the only thing I had left from…
So I'm sitting in my car at 5 am, all but gone to pieces over a freaking table. Literally the only thing I had left from my house, that I maybe shouldn't even be tripping over. Yet for some reason the whole reality just came crashing on my shoulders that we have to start over from NOTHING. I've put up the brave face, I've read the verses, I've prayed til my knees are raw. Why does it not get easier? Nightmares. Anxiety. I'm over, being over everything. I need a fast forward button so I can at least look ahead a few months and see the better days because these ups and downs are entirely too heavy. Better grab my shit straw, because in about 18 minutes I have to suck it all up & put on the strong face again.
missing74user·
Aww @tayek I am so sorry you're feeling that way! I don't know the situation/circumstance you are referring to, and I wish I had the magic words to say to make you feel better. Just know that if I coud, I'd reach out and give you a hug and cry with you. You are never alone, no matter what. God's got you, I've got your back, and everyone else here loves you and is here for you as well. xo Just remember how blessed you are, even if there are things that may have changed or circumstances that happened to cause you pain. I tell myself every day I am blessed, despite the same. Xo Chin up sweetie!
Kay·
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Trust me when I say I've been where you are right now. 2010 was my year of tragic events that never seemed to end, but GOD. You are doing the right thing by praying through your circumstances God has not left your side he is working things out seen and sight unseen. Just hold on a little while longer. Like @sarahemccormick we have your back and I have and will continue to pray for you. Logan and I pray for all the mommies on preggie that have been so kind to us and prayed. You are amazing and you WILL get through this. I promise there is hope and in time you will see it
Leah·
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is everything okay?! how can we help??
missing225user·
Мама дочки (9 лет), беременна (28 нед.)
It'll all be ok in time. Just having a moment. Just keep us in prayer. Warm thoughts, prayers, good vibes, we need those @levleah
Leah·
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@tayek, absolutely! If you need to talk, feel free to msg me.
Paula·
Мама четверых детей
Im sorry you are having a rough morning. Sometimes a little meltdown is all it takes to get things back in perspective. I hope your day brightens up! ☀️