I started feeling down cause baby girl won't be breastfed. Kinda feel like I'm failing her. Any advice?

Wanted to share with my baby bump ladies !!! This was my ultrasound pictures at 7 weeks 4 days !! I'm 8 weeks 1 day today !! Have to turn pictures upside down to see baby.. I'm in love with my little one !!!! Due date january 26th, 2019.

Can holding your newborn before and while they sleep create of habit of them needing to be held in order to fall and stay asleep? 😭 my son won't stay asleep unless I'm holding him. The minute I put him down he starts fidgeting and waking up.

When I lay down my contractions are 10 minutes apart but when I'm up and moving they come faster. I'm not understanding.

I'm not doing good health wise I'm going down hill it feels like my body is ready to give out on me