I still remember the night I found out I was pregnant. I had no symptoms or signs at all. it was the…

I still remember the night I found out I was pregnant. I had no symptoms or signs at all. it was the monday after Easter, and I was supposed to start my period that day. I seriously was just taking the test for the hell of it. I wasn't even a full day late and got a faint positive and here I am now!!

but the real odd part to that night......

my boyfriend and I were in a major fight about ending our relationship. I was a mess. I ended up self harming that evening and drove myself to the hospital, ready to admit myself before I did something stupid. anyway I chickened out and cried in my car in the parking lot for an hour. I was on my way back home and just thought how it would be okay if maybe I hit a deer or got into a wreck. anyway, it got extremely foggy all of a sudden and I slowed down. I had actually just missed 3 or 4 deer crossing the road. if I'd had been going normal speed I would have hit them. I didn't know I had my little boy in my tummy until I got home and took that test... God was watching out for me for sure.! obviously me and the boyfriend have worked everything out. just hit a rough patch was all.