Help Mommies.!

My husband and I are talking about divorce. We agreed that we would wait until after the holidays, so that our girls don't have to be passed back-and-forth for the family visits, since us being separated would be new to them and the holidays are right around the corner.

The think is..I'm scared of not being with him. I'm scared of being a single mom. I'm scared his family will hate me, and talk bad about me to the girls. I'm scared that my family will be disappointed in me. I'm scared of just about everything.

I know that neither of us are really happy anymore, and I am so bad that I am on an antidepressant. But, when I think about not being with him, it makes me sad, and sometimes even cry.

I just don't know what to do..