(mainly ftm's )how were your feelings toward your baby ? was it love from the moment of conception,…

I just had my son, literally, and it was love at first sight. the feeling the came over me the moment they laid him on my chest was indescribable 😍

i loved my first baby during my pregnacy..but since i was goinh through bad stuff i had depression...and felt a little disconnected at the time of birth...right when i was having her. but as soon as i got her in my arms i knew she was the love of my life. until i realised that all my kids were the love of my life. lol. <3

I always wanted a daughter and became more attached once we found out she was a girl. At the time of the birth, I had a ton of complications and was very out of it when she was born. It was the next morning (10 hours) later than I really came too, and realized she was mine, and it was more surreal. I loved her, definitely, but my love gets stronger every day.

I loved my son but I had a little pp depression so he grew on me more and obviously I love him more then anything in the whole world. But pp depression can be hard!

I suffered bad from pp. I still do a little, I had a c section due to him being complete breech. When he was born he had trouble breathing because he was in shock at the time they put morphine in my spinal block I was really doped up when they brought him to my face I was out of it I didn't feel the automatic rush of feelings like I thought that I would but I did love him more than anything in this world & beyond. pp didn't effect me till my friend had to leave me the second night I was in the hospital she helped me those days and then I was left alone and automatically I felt panicked. When we got home the first two and half months were completely hell I cried everyday I was always anxious I barely ate and I was so obsessed with him sleeping I'd get anxious when he slept trying to figure out how long I'd have by myself before he woke up, I felt lost and alone I had my parents support but at the end of the day it was only me and him, his father wanted nothing to do with him I had to go through all of it myself I never expected I'd go through this my love because intense every day.

Love at first sight...but I didn't cry when he came out his dad did.. I guess I was too drugged up on epidural... but I was definitely instantly in love...and still am