I haven't spoken to the father of my child face to face since April. I am due next week, and as…

I haven't spoken to the father of my child face to face since April. I am due next week, and as terrible as he has been I still miss him. I'm still at odds whether or not to tell his family, and some parts of me thought he would pop up yesterday for thanksgiving but .... Nothing... I feel so stupid for still hoping he comes around or something, anything... I'm very sad today.