I know how you feel because sometimes I feel the same way. I've had two csections and with the way my uterus was cut the second time I'll never be able to have a vaginal birth. With my first I didn't even get to try to push but with my second I pushed for 2 hours and still didn't get anywhere, I have moments when I feel like my body has failed me and my daughters espeically when people say that our bodies were made for this, but then I look at my girls and my scar and I'm thankful that my daughters are here and healthy and shit I had my lower half cut open and organs out on a table im a bad ass lol all moms are bad asses whether they push out a baby or have a csection. You did amazing momma and don't let anyone, even yourself tell you any different.

thanks @johnnys_mom .. I read this and was like what!? her hormones are getting the best of her because she did an amazing thing! had to add my 2 sense lol.

@jamielynn07, very well said, couldn't have said it better myself!

you should be patting yourself on your back for following your bodies intuition and knowing your babies activity. you saved your babies life..and birth is birth.. congratulations!!