Kind of depressed today, I really wish this was all over. I'm very grateful for my baby girl, she is…

Kind of depressed today, I really wish this was all over. I'm very grateful for my baby girl, she is my miracle. But.. I hate that I have gestational diabetes, I hate that I am on bed rest, I hate that I can't get up and do anything, if I stand up for more then 15 minutes I cramp severely and my body is weak. I hate that I crave so many things and if I even give in just a little I feel like a horrible mom. I have a little over 6 weeks left... Sorry about the pitty party.