- pre postpartum is really becoming a thing for me right now .. I sit around smiling all day like I got it together when in all honesty I'm nervous about everything and scared of just falling apart. I'm trying to stay positive and together as long as I can so I won't affect my baby anymore than what's already happened, but it's hard when you have so much in your corner.. 😪
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I don't smoke weed. So I guess I will never understand. But I'm not sure why people smoke weed when they're pregnant!
I feel like all you girls on here hate me 😔 so I'm gonna delete this app ✌️

Thanks for all the ❤️ guys! I think I'm in shock! Labor story in a bit I'm being attacked with visitors lol