Today is my little brothers birthday !!! He'll be 17 which is far to old for my liking he's supposed…

Today is my little brothers birthday !!! He'll be 17 which is far to old for my liking he's supposed to still be my tubby blond mess maker , on another note today would have been the day I said I do to my wonderful fiancé it's still incredibly difficult to even grasp the fact that he isn't here anymore and he will never witness all the wonderful things our daughter is going to accomplish but I'm trying not to think about it to much I'm gonna focus on my Bubba today