I know he's not intentionally trying to hurt me or anything like that. He just wants to hang out…

I know he's not intentionally trying to hurt me or anything like that. He just wants to hang out with his friends. It just feels like he never wants to spend time with me and this has been an on going fight since before we were married but I know he loves me. Doesn't change the fact that I am almost 8 months pregnant and I feel so fucking alone because my roommate and my hubby are never fucking home and when they are in the last thing on their minds. At least he bought me a snoogle pregnancy pillow so I have something to snuggle. I just need a heated blanket on it and it's almost like a person!

I'm pathetic.