so I really have became a hermit . I talk to few friends . and feel like I don't have very many…

so I really have became a hermit . I talk to few friends . and feel like I don't have very many friends because I don't try really . yet I had to restart my phone n let people know I needed numbers and I have three numbers...

why do I feel like its my fault . then I think do I really care ? I am just so excited for my son. and I can really only stand my bf . everyone else just bugs me. I don't like my bf being the only person I like being round because I like to have a separate life n friends. just some late night thoughts .