midwives are awesome! apparently he wasn't sleeping well because he wasn't getting enough food due to my nipples being flat. nipple shield totally solved the problem and he just ate a big meal and totally passed out! yay I get to sleep :D
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
i lost the baby. my uterus ruptured and he didn't make it. these doctors will be getting sued cause i was here yesterday and they said he was fine and he clearly wasn't.
If you told your S/O to block another woman (because she wasn't getting the hint that he was taken) and then found out he unblocked her and is talking to her again, how would you feel?

He wasn't having it today ??


Why does he like to latch as if he's pinching my nipple 😭 I've gotten used to it now but damn he bruised my nipple at the beginning😅😥😑